7:58 AM, Monday, February 25, 2008
CHANGED SKIN (: okay so the picture isn't great, but Ash likes the fact that you can only see like a quarter of my eye and it appears to be very very light brown. and yes, it's emo. sort of. i had half a mind to do it B&W but then it'd be wayyyyy too emo.
anyway, i like it much much, simply because i did it myself and that proves that i am not a total HTML moron, HAHA.
went for 6 hrs of tuition today. holy shxt i think i'm gonna lose my mind luh. yippee doo dah.
what's with me and acoustic/country music. geez. i've listened to 'everything we had' 90 times and 'every rose has its thorn' 35 times and 'i will follow you into the dark' like, 40+ times. i guess metal is very... blood-pumping. like if i played ruggy ball with 'turns to ashes' in the background, i might just break someone's neck tackling them :/
don't feel like going for sports heats! i mean, i'm so obviously gonna be the anticlimax of the team. well, me and Z. not like everyone else is THAT sporty but compared to me...!
They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told you
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
No one's listening anyway.
Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here unknown
And you mother loves your father
'cause she's got nowhere to go
What's the point in never trying?
Nothing's changing anyway.
They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway
And you know I see right through you
'cause the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
You're not listening anyway.
- credits to fisheyelenses, SKS
i'm sorry for being pissed at you this past week or so. i just feel like something's gone wrong, something's not right... somehow there is something in the air between us that chokes the words out of us. i don't know, i'm being too analytical again. i just wish i knew what was wrong, why are you so different around me nowadays. so cold. so distant.
You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
& only as bright as you wanted me to be
But I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,
& I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink,
Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.
i'm in a lyrics mood :/ YIKE. expect some emo-ness to surface later once the endorphins of the curry have worn off. and the taquitos. and whatever else junk i managed to consume n the space of 2 days.
sometimes all i can rely on is that Coke to bring me through the day.
that should be the new tagline for Coke if it decides to promo to the emo population.
i found out today that he's actually in GenPop. right. that's so not unexpected.
i really have to go and do past year EM CT paper. but cannot luhh. i'm feeling so very. distracted by this song, and these pictures.
ughh, Bash. if you're reading this, i'd like to know why you sound so bloody pissed at me. what did i do this time?