12:05 PM, Tuesday, February 12, 2008
& my worst pains are words i cannot say.first let me say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALE LOLITA (KIDD)!have a good one, sweetie (:
i can't get enough,shaking me up,turn it up.today was fun with the whole gang (: love. in love with the crew, HAHA.
and i am SICK, again. my immune system is totally AWOL, i tell you. ugh. i don't mind taking TCM, as long as i can get well!
anyway, i do not like her. get that in your mind. jealous, yes, i get jealous but whatever, i'm not going there on here. i get protective that way over all my friends. and yeah i did buy you something for v day, if you really must must know.
take the pain out of love, and love won't exist.(that's quite scarily true.)
anyway it was good to see Jo & Annster today. missed them alot. they're just so totally sweet together, it makes me wanna smile. and i did, lol. misssssss you. and you know what, i'll be there to keep you two happy as far as i can. you two deserve it, i love being with you ♥
something's wrong but you won't tell me what?
nvm i know better than to ask but just call me if that makes you feel better.
Sum wrote me a letter today that almost made me cry, seriously. it was so sweet and it made me feel happy about myself. like all the insecurity went away and i just felt like, heck yes i CAN make it. so thanks to her for that (: i love you a lot.
aite, off to send Nico his long-awaited video.
i try to live without youeverytime i do, i feel deadi know what's best for me,but i want you instead -why do i do this?