If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'no's on their 'vacancy' signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,tame.
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
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The "Never-Been-Asked-Before" Survey
1. Do you sleep with socks on or off?
Off.
2. Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
No... Can't be bothered.
3. Do you like to hold or be held?
Be held.
5. Do you want a small or big wedding?
SMALL, PLEASE. I really don't like large groups.
6. What type of guys/girls do you usually go for?
Idk, I'm a variety sort of person. But I have it bad for good girls/guys right now. The sweet kind.
7. Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy... Because if I'm happy, it probably means I'm not THAT poor.
8. What are 3 things you want to do before you die?
Bungee jump, camp in Mexico under the stars like Che Guevara did, and attend (if not organise) a legendary political rally.
9. Have you ever churned Butter?
No.
10. Are you trusting of new people?
Yeah, quite.
11. If you could rate yourself as a good or bad friend on a scale from 1-10 (1 being the worst)?
Idk, depends on my mood. On a good day, 8. On a bad day, 2.
15. If your dream was to be a model and a big opportunity came up but you had to be nude, would you do it?
I guess, but I'll never have to really consider this.
16. You and your friends are going to do a senior prank. What would it be?
Replace the National Anthem with something dumb like Barbie Girl.
17. What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
Depends on how badly I needed them and how pretty they were.
18. What if you found out a loved one had cancer and had 5 days to live?
Give them everything they want, and settle their finances if I had to. I'm practical like that.
19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
The one with the weirdest name.
21. Do you have more friends or more acquaintances?
Acquaintances. Doesn't everybody? It's the 6 degrees of separation thing.
22. If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport any team, what would it be?
WSMS vs WC!
23. Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
24. If you had to choose to be a different religion than what you are now, what would it be?
I have none right now, but I'd have to say Buddhism.
25. If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
Yeah, I guess. Even if I could have kids, I'd probably still adopt.
**The PAST**
1. Ever thrown up in public?
Yeah, motion sickness when my dad drove up to Big Bear.
2. Passed out because of alcohol?
No? Blacking out but not totally.
3. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
"Actually, I swear I did for a while."
**The FUTURE**
1. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Some people
2. Where would you like to live?
France, if they get a new president. USA, if Obama wins. Here, if I feel like dying young.
3. What kind of house would you like?
Something not too big or small. Like, medium.
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Professor? Lawyer? Stripper? Idk.
5. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Hopefully in Uni X, in Nanterre.
**IN GENERAL**
1. Do you like candy necklaces?
I used to, but they get all melty and make your neck sort of sticky and everything.
2. When's the last time you fell or ran into something?
Today? On the way home.
3. You still go trick or treating?
Wish I could.
4. What was the last thing you drank?
Water.
5. Who do you miss?
UH.
6. About how many people have you driven with?
What does this mean?
7. What are you doing this weekend?
Idk, band practice and then I think I have to go to Duke's house before he causes me to fial French.
8. Whats your favorite kind of soda?
Coke. One and only.
10. Last hug?
Uh, a good, proper one? Probably Sum.
11. How many times have you eaten sushi?
Loads.
12. What do you want to do right now?
Sleep.
13. Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah.
14. Are you with someone right now?
What kind of with?
16. How long until your birthday?
6 months and 2 days?
17. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
Nov - Jan 2008?
18. What time is it now?
5:08 PM
19. Do you think anyone will repost to this?
Don't think so.
20. What makes you pissed off?
Being grumpy.
21. Have you ever had a song written about you?
Yeah, oddly.
22. What song makes you cry?
"Blind" by Lifehouse.
23. What song makes you happy?
"My Band" by D12.
24. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
"Never Too Late" by Three Days Grace or "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" by Death Cab For Cutie.
26. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
Minus one for "Listen".
28. What makes you happy?
Mi amigos, y mi...
29. What makes you sad?
Stress and people crying.
30. Height?
160 cm?
31. Hair?
Black.
32. Piercings?
2 extra on left ear, and navel.
33. Tattoos?
None, for now.
34. What are you wearing?
Shirt, FBTs.
35. What taste is in your mouth?
Sourness? That always happens when I have dairy.
36. Do you have a bad habit?
Yup.
37.Something funny that happened today?
Ben still managed to wake me up from across the aisle. Idk, that made me smile.
i miss ben. not like i hate my new partner, but i hate being flciked by her hair and not being able to randomly grab her stuff. or being able to gaze at a nice looking side profile. or seeing Ben's smile. i hate being so far away from that little, mah nenek voice. i hate not being able to laugh at our private jokes. i hate having to entertain myself. i hate feeling like the whole class is just empty and dead.
i hate feeling this way.
blame it on the 3 hrs of sleep last night, my eyebags are more like eye-Samsonites.
American Idol was good though. David Archuleta is so amazing. omfg. my MOM said that if any man sang to her like that, she'd marry him on the spot. that sounds like something i'd say, huh? well, i'm my mother's daughter. crazy.
Sometimes it may rain
And sometimes it may pour
Oh yeah
But you always seem to bring me so much joy
People may not understand, but who cares
You're always right there
Please don't go nowhere.
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9:20 AM, Friday, February 29, 2008
not much to say, feeling rather down and all, so here's a survey because it's fun and mike's friend made it.The "Never-Been-Asked-Before" Survey
1. Do you sleep with socks on or off?
Off.
2. Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
No... Can't be bothered.
3. Do you like to hold or be held?
Be held.
5. Do you want a small or big wedding?
SMALL, PLEASE. I really don't like large groups.
6. What type of guys/girls do you usually go for?
Idk, I'm a variety sort of person. But I have it bad for good girls/guys right now. The sweet kind.
7. Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy?
Poor and happy... Because if I'm happy, it probably means I'm not THAT poor.
8. What are 3 things you want to do before you die?
Bungee jump, camp in Mexico under the stars like Che Guevara did, and attend (if not organise) a legendary political rally.
9. Have you ever churned Butter?
No.
10. Are you trusting of new people?
Yeah, quite.
11. If you could rate yourself as a good or bad friend on a scale from 1-10 (1 being the worst)?
Idk, depends on my mood. On a good day, 8. On a bad day, 2.
15. If your dream was to be a model and a big opportunity came up but you had to be nude, would you do it?
I guess, but I'll never have to really consider this.
16. You and your friends are going to do a senior prank. What would it be?
Replace the National Anthem with something dumb like Barbie Girl.
17. What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes?
Depends on how badly I needed them and how pretty they were.
18. What if you found out a loved one had cancer and had 5 days to live?
Give them everything they want, and settle their finances if I had to. I'm practical like that.
19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
The one with the weirdest name.
21. Do you have more friends or more acquaintances?
Acquaintances. Doesn't everybody? It's the 6 degrees of separation thing.
22. If you could win a couple front row tickets to a game, any sport any team, what would it be?
WSMS vs WC!
23. Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
Help someone.
24. If you had to choose to be a different religion than what you are now, what would it be?
I have none right now, but I'd have to say Buddhism.
25. If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
Yeah, I guess. Even if I could have kids, I'd probably still adopt.
**The PAST**
1. Ever thrown up in public?
Yeah, motion sickness when my dad drove up to Big Bear.
2. Passed out because of alcohol?
No? Blacking out but not totally.
3. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
"Actually, I swear I did for a while."
**The FUTURE**
1. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Some people
2. Where would you like to live?
France, if they get a new president. USA, if Obama wins. Here, if I feel like dying young.
3. What kind of house would you like?
Something not too big or small. Like, medium.
4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Professor? Lawyer? Stripper? Idk.
5. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Hopefully in Uni X, in Nanterre.
**IN GENERAL**
1. Do you like candy necklaces?
I used to, but they get all melty and make your neck sort of sticky and everything.
2. When's the last time you fell or ran into something?
Today? On the way home.
3. You still go trick or treating?
Wish I could.
4. What was the last thing you drank?
Water.
5. Who do you miss?
UH.
6. About how many people have you driven with?
What does this mean?
7. What are you doing this weekend?
Idk, band practice and then I think I have to go to Duke's house before he causes me to fial French.
8. Whats your favorite kind of soda?
Coke. One and only.
10. Last hug?
Uh, a good, proper one? Probably Sum.
11. How many times have you eaten sushi?
Loads.
12. What do you want to do right now?
Sleep.
13. Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah.
14. Are you with someone right now?
What kind of with?
16. How long until your birthday?
6 months and 2 days?
17. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
Nov - Jan 2008?
18. What time is it now?
5:08 PM
19. Do you think anyone will repost to this?
Don't think so.
20. What makes you pissed off?
Being grumpy.
21. Have you ever had a song written about you?
Yeah, oddly.
22. What song makes you cry?
"Blind" by Lifehouse.
23. What song makes you happy?
"My Band" by D12.
24. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
"Never Too Late" by Three Days Grace or "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" by Death Cab For Cutie.
26. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
Minus one for "Listen".
28. What makes you happy?
Mi amigos, y mi...
29. What makes you sad?
Stress and people crying.
30. Height?
160 cm?
31. Hair?
Black.
32. Piercings?
2 extra on left ear, and navel.
33. Tattoos?
None, for now.
34. What are you wearing?
Shirt, FBTs.
35. What taste is in your mouth?
Sourness? That always happens when I have dairy.
36. Do you have a bad habit?
Yup.
37.Something funny that happened today?
Ben still managed to wake me up from across the aisle. Idk, that made me smile.
i miss ben. not like i hate my new partner, but i hate being flciked by her hair and not being able to randomly grab her stuff. or being able to gaze at a nice looking side profile. or seeing Ben's smile. i hate being so far away from that little, mah nenek voice. i hate not being able to laugh at our private jokes. i hate having to entertain myself. i hate feeling like the whole class is just empty and dead.
i hate feeling this way.
blame it on the 3 hrs of sleep last night, my eyebags are more like eye-Samsonites.
American Idol was good though. David Archuleta is so amazing. omfg. my MOM said that if any man sang to her like that, she'd marry him on the spot. that sounds like something i'd say, huh? well, i'm my mother's daughter. crazy.
Sometimes it may rain
And sometimes it may pour
Oh yeah
But you always seem to bring me so much joy
People may not understand, but who cares
You're always right there
Please don't go nowhere.