If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'no's on their 'vacancy' signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,tame.
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
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so i puked twice today.
UGH.
and every single time i do so, i cry. god knows why.
you're such a cold, hard person.
not like him.
he's always so warm and caring and sweet.
i don't really love you,
i guess i exaggerated.
eyecandy junior's not that pretty,
but seeing her face made me smile.
but not as much as seeing Ben's.
he still remembers everything about me, 3 years on.
i really miss him,
but she'd get the wrong idea,
because who doesn't safeguard their significant other?
something nags at me,
an awful secret tearing at my heart.
it's being dramatic, i suppose
but i wish i could get it out.
i miss her alot and i don't know why
but knowing it makes me want to cry
and if i could just get it out, then maybe
i'll not be so disgusted with me.
i'm not just half jack, half jill
i'm half good and half ill.
half truth and half lie.
i need to sleep again,
but these stanzas are too tempting.
it doesn't rhyme but what the hell
and on monday i'll be ranting.
CNY is coming soon.
i never wanted to see his face again,
thankfully i'll have Ben with me to keep me calm.
he didn't deserve her,
and i hate how everyone pities him instead
when she's the one who's dead.
i'll be reminded of him soon,
the other day i saw his smile
and i ask myself why i didn't tell him i loved him
when i still do all this while.
he has a hold over me,
i love everything he does
but we made a pact and to that i'll keep
still i'm wishing he wasn't with another.
have you ever loved someone so much that it made you cry?
(... no.)
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9:12 AM, Sunday, February 3, 2008
revealed a streetkid named desire.so i puked twice today.
UGH.
and every single time i do so, i cry. god knows why.
you're such a cold, hard person.
not like him.
he's always so warm and caring and sweet.
i don't really love you,
i guess i exaggerated.
eyecandy junior's not that pretty,
but seeing her face made me smile.
but not as much as seeing Ben's.
he still remembers everything about me, 3 years on.
i really miss him,
but she'd get the wrong idea,
because who doesn't safeguard their significant other?
something nags at me,
an awful secret tearing at my heart.
it's being dramatic, i suppose
but i wish i could get it out.
i miss her alot and i don't know why
but knowing it makes me want to cry
and if i could just get it out, then maybe
i'll not be so disgusted with me.
i'm not just half jack, half jill
i'm half good and half ill.
half truth and half lie.
i need to sleep again,
but these stanzas are too tempting.
it doesn't rhyme but what the hell
and on monday i'll be ranting.
CNY is coming soon.
i never wanted to see his face again,
thankfully i'll have Ben with me to keep me calm.
he didn't deserve her,
and i hate how everyone pities him instead
when she's the one who's dead.
i'll be reminded of him soon,
the other day i saw his smile
and i ask myself why i didn't tell him i loved him
when i still do all this while.
he has a hold over me,
i love everything he does
but we made a pact and to that i'll keep
still i'm wishing he wasn't with another.
have you ever loved someone so much that it made you cry?
(... no.)