If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'no's on their 'vacancy' signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,tame.
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
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so we didn't move today (: YESSSSS. i swear i will not tolerate it. at all. i'm gonna emo all the teachers if they make me move.
Holocaust video was traumatising.
i mean, yeah, i went to the Dachau camp but god i was like what, TEN YEARS OLD. i so did not care. but now, the videos and all made me feel sorry for out generation.
look at these people starving, and how can you be anorexic?
look at these people fighting to live, and how can you be suicidal?
look at these people tortured for nothing, and how can you bully?
look at these people dying, and how can you not be grateful just for the gift of breathing?
it bewilders me,
but i've known it forever.
it just hit all of us today.
i wonder what they'd have persecuted me for. being bi? being an atheist? revolting? maybe, but that's me. i'd rather die fighting for something than kissing the end of a rifle. i'm the kind of person who won't go down without a fight.
and i wonder if i'd have been capable of murder, or worse, torture. quite frankly i would have. i would have been the creative mastermind. and i wouldn't have felt bad. at least i admit it. i do not believe humans are born with original sin, since i barely believe in sin anyway, because it's self-proclaimed and mankind is not to be believed, thus what it says is always questionable, but we aren't born good either. we're both. the Taoists got it right, yin and yang. i do quite admire Buddhism in that sense, for being so realistic about everything. in fact, if i chose a religion, it'd be Buddhism so there you go.
that was off track,
whatever.
valentine's day tomorrow.
well i don't really like the idea of expressing 'love' on ONE day, but it's a good excuse to spoil the ones i love silly. i mean, the look on a girl's face when she gets flowers? priceless. that said, flowers are damn expensive luhh. HAHA. i'm only giving like 3 presents this year anyway, which is an improvement over my usual ZERO. (except for Ash and significant others) yeah well. Katt's buying me the lizard stud i saw that day HAHA (: and Nico's getting me the Etnies. no luh, that's wishful thinking but whatever i'mma buy it for myself.
i want someone provocative and talkative.
i can't wait to see the look on your face tomorrow.
damn since when did i care so much about this stupid day?
alright, gonna go and online shop now. NO I MEAN PREPARE FOR TOMORROW. gahhhh. i'm too meticulous and excruciatingly OCD sometimes to be a good thing.
just one touch and i'd be in too deep.
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11:32 AM, Thursday, February 14, 2008
spare me just three last words.so we didn't move today (: YESSSSS. i swear i will not tolerate it. at all. i'm gonna emo all the teachers if they make me move.
Holocaust video was traumatising.
i mean, yeah, i went to the Dachau camp but god i was like what, TEN YEARS OLD. i so did not care. but now, the videos and all made me feel sorry for out generation.
look at these people starving, and how can you be anorexic?
look at these people fighting to live, and how can you be suicidal?
look at these people tortured for nothing, and how can you bully?
look at these people dying, and how can you not be grateful just for the gift of breathing?
it bewilders me,
but i've known it forever.
it just hit all of us today.
i wonder what they'd have persecuted me for. being bi? being an atheist? revolting? maybe, but that's me. i'd rather die fighting for something than kissing the end of a rifle. i'm the kind of person who won't go down without a fight.
and i wonder if i'd have been capable of murder, or worse, torture. quite frankly i would have. i would have been the creative mastermind. and i wouldn't have felt bad. at least i admit it. i do not believe humans are born with original sin, since i barely believe in sin anyway, because it's self-proclaimed and mankind is not to be believed, thus what it says is always questionable, but we aren't born good either. we're both. the Taoists got it right, yin and yang. i do quite admire Buddhism in that sense, for being so realistic about everything. in fact, if i chose a religion, it'd be Buddhism so there you go.
that was off track,
whatever.
valentine's day tomorrow.
well i don't really like the idea of expressing 'love' on ONE day, but it's a good excuse to spoil the ones i love silly. i mean, the look on a girl's face when she gets flowers? priceless. that said, flowers are damn expensive luhh. HAHA. i'm only giving like 3 presents this year anyway, which is an improvement over my usual ZERO. (except for Ash and significant others) yeah well. Katt's buying me the lizard stud i saw that day HAHA (: and Nico's getting me the Etnies. no luh, that's wishful thinking but whatever i'mma buy it for myself.
i want someone provocative and talkative.
i can't wait to see the look on your face tomorrow.
damn since when did i care so much about this stupid day?
alright, gonna go and online shop now. NO I MEAN PREPARE FOR TOMORROW. gahhhh. i'm too meticulous and excruciatingly OCD sometimes to be a good thing.
just one touch and i'd be in too deep.