11:58 AM, Friday, February 15, 2008
wanna see you when i wake up.today was valentine's day.
since ML had been insisting on it ALL NIGHT LONG, i got up at 5 today just to read his email. and ohmygod i know he wants me to say this, but well i found it incredibly sexy. GAH that sounds bad but whatever. i don't think i can keep to this ban if you keep talking like that.
and the sweetest thing ever - seriously, made me wanna cry - was BEN'S PRESENT TO ME. OMFG. i was soooooo happy, happier than anyone else and it's all because BEN GAVE IT TO ME. i wanted to cry because i love her so much. awwwwwww. OKAY SHXT, KIM STOP BEING SUCH A SAP. and.
OHMYGOD I JUST SAW THE OTHER 3 EMAILS.
OHMYGOD.
you're so damn good with words,
KID! don't do this to me luhhhh GAHH.
i'm gonna let you take me home tonight.also, Nico SMS-ed me, so did Katt and so did... Val. HAHA. weird right. anyway she confessed she didn't get me anything but she said she'd give me money for Etnies if i wanted. HAHA. but i'm afraid of accepting gifts from her (under the circumstances) so well, i guess i'll sacrifice my Etnies. maybe.
you, i'm really disappointed in you. because well i was literally quivering with excitement and you just went ahead and ignored me. damn you luh. no, i don't like you no matter what you think and i just feel so. well. i guess i just feel like i deserve better. that's unfair but truly, i'm sick of being used and dragged around the mulberry bush with you.
and it really makes me wonderif i ever gave a fxck about you.i miss K alot.
just because, i love it when she smiles, cause then everything IS truly alright. seriously i can sense it like lightning when she's not happy and that's always hard to ignore. anyway, i love you andddd if i don't get to call today, you can blame my E Maths homework (:
saw Emoboy today, god it was funny. i really just love seeing two people so happy. it was like, awww. i miss that alot i guess. and yeah i'm on a ban but you know, i'm a romantic at heart.
gotta go now. and Z, i'm sorry. i owe you loads. heart you.