haven't blogged in a while... ah well.

i love sumaiya.
more than you'd ever believe.
she doesn't offer me truth on a silver platter, she offers me truth in all its painful, stinging glory.
but that's what i want, what i need.

i miss ben alot.
saw her for only ten mins or so today...
my partner.
my bestfriend.
my sunshine.

i initially wrote out a poetry post.
but, whatever. scratch that.
i can't be poetic right now.
the stanzas didn't rhyme.

no tickets?
never mind.

rebel, cheer up kay.
don't be angry.
anyway, if you stage a rebellion, i'm with you all the way.

fuck this, i seriously miss Ben.

bachelors tomorrow = fun. they owe me champagne jelly anyway. but oh yeah, my dad's coming along.