If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'no's on their 'vacancy' signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,tame.
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
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i feel damn emo. what a simplistic way of putting it. emo isn't the right word. betrayed? hurt? angered? what about a word to describe all of those at the same time? that would be it. it fxcking hurts. you don't even know. i didn't cry, i won't cry, because i'll be just like you and i'll be a stone wall. why not? an eye for an eye. a broken heart, for a heart that can't break.
pardon my posting so many lyrics. i don't quite know what else to say.
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonigh
A falling star
Least I fall alone
I can’t explain what you can’t explain
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
[Chorus x2]
gahh. i need my Coke, i need my hug, and most of all, i need my...
i'm still very groggy and no one's talking to me and i can't even feel happy for my results, though i should. Prarthana would be proud of me, but i can't disturb her in the middle of her exams. shxt. i hate this not being able to let it all out. because i don't know what to feel anymore.
this sounds pathetic, but i almost wanna beg for you to apologise. sick huh?
Basecodes: Detonatedlove
Image: Ohhspontaneityy
Brushes: Moargh, Aethereality
Font: Dafont
Image host: Photobucket
Scripts: Dynamic Drive
12:28 PM, Tuesday, March 4, 2008
i miss Ben. i want my partner back. smiling at her from "across the aisle" don't cut it. i want to hear her voice constantly playing like background musak again. forever.i feel damn emo. what a simplistic way of putting it. emo isn't the right word. betrayed? hurt? angered? what about a word to describe all of those at the same time? that would be it. it fxcking hurts. you don't even know. i didn't cry, i won't cry, because i'll be just like you and i'll be a stone wall. why not? an eye for an eye. a broken heart, for a heart that can't break.
pardon my posting so many lyrics. i don't quite know what else to say.
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonigh
A falling star
Least I fall alone
I can’t explain what you can’t explain
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
[Chorus x2]
gahh. i need my Coke, i need my hug, and most of all, i need my...
i'm still very groggy and no one's talking to me and i can't even feel happy for my results, though i should. Prarthana would be proud of me, but i can't disturb her in the middle of her exams. shxt. i hate this not being able to let it all out. because i don't know what to feel anymore.
this sounds pathetic, but i almost wanna beg for you to apologise. sick huh?