10:12 AM, Monday, March 24, 2008
these nights i get high just from breathing.thanks to Sherry's table for that. HAHA (:
'razorblades' is addictive, and largely applicable to at least one person in my life.
so i get my cuisina mexicana tomorrow? caliente!
i miss the USAAAAAAA )):
i'd have died and fought my way through hell just to go back and get the scoop on everyone.
gahhhh.
and have jax hit me in random places with the basketball and act black. i mean, white, HAHA.
finally found the proper mp3 for 'LOW'. yayayayayayay.
i'm a bit hyper, BLAME IT ON THE TEQUILA, folks. my mom actually bought it from the restaurant cause it was so good. but damn, it's pretty strong and i crashed out the second i got home. but i finished all my homework so yeah i guess i CAN crash.
i can't wait to squeeze the life out of my baby tomorrow ((((: that sounds sadistic, i swear. but whatever, so sue me.
OMFG THE HOT ISRAELI GUY FROM THE AIRSHOW WAS THERE TODAY. AT THE RESTAURANT. OMGGGG. though i must say, he's a bit too built and muscular for my taste. not to mention he has that total 'i'm sexy and i know it and i'm a bad boy but you're so gonna love me' kinda face. which i can't stand. anymore. still, his eyelashes are so long and everything, he looks so dark and moody and all...
still nothing compared to B's smiley face. or even her unsmiley face.
i'll stay with you, for all of time.
went all emo yesterday, but then i was cheered up. HAHA. my mood swings are getting so violent. but at least they're predictable. Bash always calls around 1 am, which is technically the most emo i ever am.
i had this dream two people who mean alot to me (unnamed, sorry) were in front of a firing squad... and one of the gunmen asked me who they should shoot. i had to make a choice. (no, not as in Sophie's Choice) and so i told them to shoot me instead. and guess what i did? i yanked one of their guns and shot myself.
it seems characteristic of something i'd do, sadly.
Bash was right about the 'Heroine complex'.
& they said that a hero would save us,
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.