12:46 PM, Sunday, April 6, 2008
i'm gonna overcome this,paper hearts can't win this time.omg thank you Kitty Kitty Katt, omg it's damn pretty! :DDD I always wanted a dangly one, HAHA.
yesterday was a strange day... it seems like alot has changed right under my nose but you know what, i'm not gonna resist it. in the end, nothing is broken and nothing is ever defeated, it's we who decide our own fate.
Prar was damn gorgeous as usual... but somehow very very cold. to both me AND n. she was really like, not there... more concerned about making paper stars for her boyfriend and hardly speaking, leaving the pasta untouched in her soup, and not asking how we were or anything. she's become the ice princess i always saw her to be. i wish i could just open her up and pour her out and know her a bit more, but maybe i know too much... and that hinders interaction. what am i saying, it's not the end of the world. toopid.
even if saving you sends me to heaven.i must say, N was really sweet. but geez, two of them have so much cash and i think i'm broke the rest of the month (pizza hut + movie + something else, cannot remember). ouchh.
i want my Ben & Jerry's though. or just Ben. HAHA. sat with her in AM today... she really exudes life. i love youuuu (:
the cost of misery is at an all-time high.omg, today Duke and i were in Olio eating, and he actually called me Dolly, i swear i choked the rest of my cookie down becaue it just sounded so stupid. and there's this kid called Jeremy in class, nice guy, but he has this freaky habit of stoning RIGHT INTO PEOPLE'S FACES. well, so do i. HAHA. he looks mildly like Tintin, i swear.
went to Sue's house, Faustine was une petite cherubine. omg. so cute. and as usual, me and my cuzzz caused mayhem and they changed the song to 'Teenagers'. HOW AM I GOING TO SING THAT SONG. thanks, dude. now i'm gonna sound ridiculous.
and slept from like 4 to like 9. missed B greatly. okay, also as usual.
yeah gotta go now. BYE.
use me as you will,pull my strings just for a thrill.