8:42 PM, Thursday, May 15, 2008
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I initially typed out a long post about results and all, but I decided to do what I've been told and stop consoling people. "You're already nice as it is and you shouldn't subject yourself to this," she said.
I was disappointed about A Maths because I didn't achieve my goal. But you know what? I will, someday. I'm gonna pwn for Prelims. I'm not saying this out of arrogance or egoism. I'm saying this out of... Perfectionistic tendencies. I'm not a perfectionist per se, but I get uneasy when I know I made careless and stupid mistakes.
I more or less got really depressed on the way home. I didn't talk to anyone much even when I did get home, and to my dismay, Benji was over again. But he was nice today. He listened to me rant about how I want to do better, because I guess I'm just hungry for success, and about how I'm more than determined to get my A1s. So, well, thanks Banjo (: And he kinda took my guitar for a spin, playing "With You" (how the hell does he even know that one!).
So yeah, not depressed anymore.
CrezMun training was short but funny. Susa and C already allied with us. Susa's damn funny. "I would like to yield the floor to the highly sexy chair..." HAHA. I'm gonna put on a Brit brat accent to annoy people. Tomorrow get to run off to Bugis library with Ben ((((: Resolutions are fun, I feel smart. HAHA.
Today I had to console alot of people. Oh well. At least I got thanked for it. I like being appreciated, I suppose, so thank you to you guys who gave the hugs and all. Love.
CONGRATS TO EMOBOY. For winning. HAHA. Me and Sum looked so lost luh. We didn't even know which side was which team! Haha. Sum's cute.
Okay, now for whatever reason I'm feeling EMO. Blechh. And I wanna watch my Spontaneous Human Combustion : Is It Real? Oh wello wello wello wello wello wello. I'm lonely again, someone text it up kay.
Oh right, I miss you. Yeah, you.
Dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,Like today never happened.