If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'no's on their 'vacancy' signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,tame.
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
Hedonist, headbanger, heathen.
Sapphic, self-sustainable, smart (enough).
Musical, melancholic, me.
Twisted, tempremental,
Determined, decided, disjointed.
Fast, fierce, free.
That's me in a nutshell, if I could fit into one anyway.
Who can tell me what love is?
I wish you could.
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Basecodes: Detonatedlove
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Scripts: Dynamic Drive
achevons nous pour le plaisir
buvons a nos haines,
distillons de nos souvenirs.
that quote means alot to me, that song does.
i realise i can be quite influential. not to brag or anything, but i've noticed lately that when i tell people things, it somehow affects the way they think about other things. maybe that's why i have a lot in common with a lot of people, and why i can finish other people's sentences even if we're not close. and this is also probably why nowadays i'm getting along with people increasingly well. i find lately that i seem to be considered a 'close' friend by many people who i hardly even know, and i guess this gets scary.
i'm the kind of person who means it when i say, i like being alone. i really do. i hate being popular, famous, well-known, gossiped about, publicised, etc... it's always been a nightmare for me everytime gossip flies. i'm still not used to it. i'm the kind of person who lives a peaceful, self-dependent, and most of all contained existence. i'm outgoing only to a small group of people but i'm not really a social butterfly. don't wanna be, never will be.
they say popularity matters. i don't think so. i'm not popular, but i know people talk about me, and that in itself is enough to piss me off. seriously i wish i went back to how i was in sec 2, virtually unknown and happy with it. i hate it when people pretend to know me when they don't. my public persona, is not always me. it's me being polite, or friendly. the real me can get moody, wants to be alone, and is happiest at home, writing something or reading, or out by myself just reflecting.
i'm not aware of too many things
i know what i know if you know what i mean.
prelims are coming, and i'm determined not to fxck it up. but i can't study 24/7. so, i'm gonna find a way to balance work and fun. if not, i'll go mad. ben's right, i shouldn't be happy of what i have, mediocre grades. i won't settle for less. i'm going to ACSI come hell or high water or stress, and i do keep my promises. friends, i'll still be there for you. i'll still go out shopping and having fun. it's something i need. and i'll still definitely run errands for you, because i'm gonna force myself to handle it.
and so, nothing's gonna change, except the way i see my life. i'm gonna simply shut out any drama, fighting and popularity contests and publicity, and now nothing exists, but my own drive to succeed and my pride.
you're the one who walked right through me
now you're saying that you knew me
when i was invisible.
Basecodes: Detonatedlove
Image: Ohhspontaneityy
Brushes: Moargh, Aethereality
Font: Dafont
Image host: Photobucket
Scripts: Dynamic Drive
8:47 PM, Monday, June 23, 2008
reduisons nos peines,achevons nous pour le plaisir
buvons a nos haines,
distillons de nos souvenirs.
that quote means alot to me, that song does.
i realise i can be quite influential. not to brag or anything, but i've noticed lately that when i tell people things, it somehow affects the way they think about other things. maybe that's why i have a lot in common with a lot of people, and why i can finish other people's sentences even if we're not close. and this is also probably why nowadays i'm getting along with people increasingly well. i find lately that i seem to be considered a 'close' friend by many people who i hardly even know, and i guess this gets scary.
i'm the kind of person who means it when i say, i like being alone. i really do. i hate being popular, famous, well-known, gossiped about, publicised, etc... it's always been a nightmare for me everytime gossip flies. i'm still not used to it. i'm the kind of person who lives a peaceful, self-dependent, and most of all contained existence. i'm outgoing only to a small group of people but i'm not really a social butterfly. don't wanna be, never will be.
they say popularity matters. i don't think so. i'm not popular, but i know people talk about me, and that in itself is enough to piss me off. seriously i wish i went back to how i was in sec 2, virtually unknown and happy with it. i hate it when people pretend to know me when they don't. my public persona, is not always me. it's me being polite, or friendly. the real me can get moody, wants to be alone, and is happiest at home, writing something or reading, or out by myself just reflecting.
i'm not aware of too many things
i know what i know if you know what i mean.
prelims are coming, and i'm determined not to fxck it up. but i can't study 24/7. so, i'm gonna find a way to balance work and fun. if not, i'll go mad. ben's right, i shouldn't be happy of what i have, mediocre grades. i won't settle for less. i'm going to ACSI come hell or high water or stress, and i do keep my promises. friends, i'll still be there for you. i'll still go out shopping and having fun. it's something i need. and i'll still definitely run errands for you, because i'm gonna force myself to handle it.
and so, nothing's gonna change, except the way i see my life. i'm gonna simply shut out any drama, fighting and popularity contests and publicity, and now nothing exists, but my own drive to succeed and my pride.
you're the one who walked right through me
now you're saying that you knew me
when i was invisible.